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Sunday, October 29, 2006

Because a part of you will die, along with me

Michelle; Haha thanks. Alllright then :) Enjoy the holidays!
Teresa; You saw me, did you? Were you on the phone & waved?
Graceyeoh; I don't know if I still wanna go on a long hiatus though. Maybe I wouldn't blog on a daily basis anymore, like in the past. But I'll try my bestest to blog luh. :/ Aiyaaaaa I don't know. Love you too :)
Brenda; Heh love you too babes!
Dale; Idiot, I won't miss you anymore ok Dale.
L; Mm I changed the codes in Haloscan.
Kidd; Yeah la yeah la whatever la okay.

Thanks for commenting!
(:

Nothing's ever worth all the pain I always cause.
I do the dumbest things then try to win back your applause.
I plead, I cry, You said goodbye.

Last night, I slept @ 230am! Haha got off the com & called _ :) Then we talked 'til 230am. Texted after that & went off to sleep. Woke up @ 1130am. Zel was really cute la. She wrote a note for me "Dearest sister I left the computer on for you! (draws heart)grizel" on a Post-It.

So Bestfriend came over. Talked & stuff. Maid cooked for her, ate & she went off after we surfed the net for awhile. (:

I hate you, & you. I feel like screaming right in your face, ask you both to shut the hell up. I don't need you to teach me how to live my life. Don't give me such attitude, I have my own. I find you two so damn annoying. If only I can shut you up. Yeh I sit here all day because I wanna grow fucking fatter than the way I am right now. Yeh I want I fucking want it this way. I'm staying home because, I wanna find peace in my lovely Sunday. Because I need to rest. Because I need to clear my mind. Because I need to take a break off everything. Because I wanna show you that I care, I concern & I still love. Because I need the fucking comp to do whatever I need to do so that if I don't get promoted up to Sec5, I can put all work into the damn portfolio & probably study in La Salle or Nanyang Fine Arts. You think it's easy, it's so fucking easy. So what kinda comment I get from you all the time. You tell me this is motivation, I don't think so. You always demote me, always, like a habit of doing it everyday. Like if you don't do that, you'll die tonight. I can't do what I like to my life because you take fucking control over it. What kinda hairstyle I want, what colour I wanna dye my hair to, what time do I fucking sleep, who do I fucking hang out with. Whoever I bring home, you don't like. You detest my friends, you dislike them. You never liked them, never. In my sixteen years of living, you liked friends whom I don't hang out with, whom I dislike. You discriminate lesbians right in front of me when you fucking know I am one. I hate how fucking biased you can get.

Aiya I don't wanna continue already. Cb

Pictures as promised :)


I like this!

My new book :)

Zouk that night



Aw birthday girl!
That's what I gave Bestfriend (:











Vivo's washroom.











Ah fivesome (:

I need to fucking fetch Zel after she finished her exams tmr. Ugh pfft. Nevermind the anger will go off later. then I'll meet Bestfriend, Sass & Yj later in the afternoon! Yay something to look forward to. I'm gonna go dye my hair @ Yj's place. Bestfriend bought the dye for me tday. Light blonde, whoohoo :) Happyhappy. then on tuesday! Meeting Sass again to go Fantasy :) :) :) Yay damn happy, so damn excited. Gonna drink& sing again!


COME JOIN US(:
Date: 29 Oct 06, today!
Time: 6.30pm to 11pm
Venue: Paya Lebar Kovan CC :)
Let me know if you're coming okay!

I doubt I'll be going for the party already. Not feeling too good.

Omg NatLim1!!! >:(( ):): !#$&%# ______ looks like ______! I just saw it through that whoever's blog. I'll tell you online. Shhhhh happy sleeping you pig.

I'll go blog somewhere else, hur.

What a sweet discovery./
<3.


7:18 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )